it's destroying me being so alone

[Tom57]

As of now, the only friend I have had a couple of falls and is in the hospital emergency room now. It's not looking good. Losing him is going to be devastating.

I don't make friends easily.

I find myself feeling tense. At where I live it's hot now. Doors and windows have to be opened for me to feel comfortable and there are times I'm getting some unwanted noises.