Hello

[YouOnlyLiveOnce]

Hey my name is Kieran.

Well although my problems seem significant to most they effect my life a lot.

I have been playing an online game the last 10 years and frankly it has destroyed me as a person it went from general playing and having fun to now having pure hatred for the game and only playing it because its the only thing in my life...

Because of my ways i have lost all those close to me and i have gained a lot of weight and probably spend about 18 hours a day staring at a computer wondering why i even bother. I have lost my job (3 years ago was my last one) .

I have lost all my sense of socializing all my confidence has gone ..

And pretty much i am just a defeatist to life.

I want to try to help myself before this snowballing of depression gets out of hand and i hope being here and appreciating others and there story's and people helping me as i want to help them will happen .

Thanks for reading.

[dd-va]

Hi YouOnlyLiveOnce,
Welcome to the forums. I am glad to read that you are wanting to help yourself, and I hope that you find support, and people that you can identify with on this site. Take Care!