I want to die
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I want to die
I don't want attention or pity or anything at all. I'm just done.
Hi,
I am also going though depression. I have difficulty communicating with other people and making friends. However, recently, I realized something about life. It is that you need to grab on to happiness and love whenever they come by, because they won't come to you. Right now, I am starting to do volunteer works and joining support groups in order to overcome this. I suggest you find volunteer works to do, it might help with depression.
Also, don't give up on life...ever. Many times I find myself wanting to leave this earth, but i said to myself each time that I need to be strong and that life CANNOT defeat me. I will always keep standing up and moving forward until my body ceases to function. Hope this helps.
cordially,
Arty Arty
I am also going though depression. I have difficulty communicating with other people and making friends. However, recently, I realized something about life. It is that you need to grab on to happiness and love whenever they come by, because they won't come to you. Right now, I am starting to do volunteer works and joining support groups in order to overcome this. I suggest you find volunteer works to do, it might help with depression.
Also, don't give up on life...ever. Many times I find myself wanting to leave this earth, but i said to myself each time that I need to be strong and that life CANNOT defeat me. I will always keep standing up and moving forward until my body ceases to function. Hope this helps.
cordially,
Arty Arty
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Road Ratt
Hey Eric0620, I understand I've been there myself many times in my life and still think about it when I'm extremely depressed. I hope you can get through this, life is worth living no matter how bad things get.
I know this might fall on deaf ears and I understand, we all have our mental disorders that no one else can fully comprehend unless they've been there themselves but please.... don't let the depression win.
I know this might fall on deaf ears and I understand, we all have our mental disorders that no one else can fully comprehend unless they've been there themselves but please.... don't let the depression win.
Last edited by Road Ratt on Sat Apr 14, 2012 3:45 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Thank you so much for your kind words, Road Ratt. I sincerely appreciate you taking the time to write back to me. I am doing my best to resist depression and everything it throws at you. I hope and pray you are doing well and not being crippled by it. Thank you again! Sincerely, Eric
[quote="Road Ratt"]Hey Eric0620, I understand I've been there myself many times in my life and still think about it when I'm extremely depressed. I hope you can get through this, life is worth living no matter how bad things get.
I know this might fall on deaf ears and I understand, we all have our mental disorders that no one else can fully comprehend unless they've been there themseleves but please.... don't let the depression win.[/quote]
[quote="Road Ratt"]Hey Eric0620, I understand I've been there myself many times in my life and still think about it when I'm extremely depressed. I hope you can get through this, life is worth living no matter how bad things get.
I know this might fall on deaf ears and I understand, we all have our mental disorders that no one else can fully comprehend unless they've been there themseleves but please.... don't let the depression win.[/quote]
Thank you so much for your kind words, Arty Arty. I'm so sorry to hear you are also going through depression. Yes, you do have words that make sense --- I know one of depression's most deadly/effective weapons is distorting realities of how things are. The pain is very real, but somehow it has an overwhelming power that enhances emotional injuries. I hate how relentless it is. I do try diverting my attention on things to keep my mind from "drifting" back into unhealthy thoughts. My wonderful wife and two young sons are what keep me from pulling the plug. They are what keep from doing it because as much as I don't value my worth or existence, I know deep down it would level them. Thank you again for your kind words --- I pray your pain lifts very soon. Sincerely, Eric
[quote="EraTu"]Hi,
I am also going though depression. I have difficulty communicating with other people and making friends. However, recently, I realized something about life. It is that you need to grab on to happiness and love whenever they come by, because they won't come to you. Right now, I am starting to do volunteer works and joining support groups in order to overcome this. I suggest you find volunteer works to do, it might help with depression.
Also, don't give up on life...ever. Many times I find myself wanting to leave this earth, but i said to myself each time that I need to be strong and that life CANNOT defeat me. I will always keep standing up and moving forward until my body ceases to function. Hope this helps.
cordially,
Arty Arty[/quote]
[quote="EraTu"]Hi,
I am also going though depression. I have difficulty communicating with other people and making friends. However, recently, I realized something about life. It is that you need to grab on to happiness and love whenever they come by, because they won't come to you. Right now, I am starting to do volunteer works and joining support groups in order to overcome this. I suggest you find volunteer works to do, it might help with depression.
Also, don't give up on life...ever. Many times I find myself wanting to leave this earth, but i said to myself each time that I need to be strong and that life CANNOT defeat me. I will always keep standing up and moving forward until my body ceases to function. Hope this helps.
cordially,
Arty Arty[/quote]
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