I dont know

[Emotional_77]

so she says shes giving you a chance but she has a boyfriend? This doesnt sound right, if thats true I am sorry to say but maybe it is time for you to move on, seems like she doesnt even know what she wants.. I dont think its worth waiting for someone who already has a boyfriend of their own. I am sorry, but you sound like you deserve better even if you dont think so.
Take care
*lots of hugs*

[siegmonde]

thanks for that Emotional_77 but her bother tell me that she don't have a boyfriend right now. and she only said that so that she can test me what will be my reaction, if i fight for my feeling or give it up. Thats what I understand.

[Emotional_77]

Ah geez, this girl sounds complicated. But do you what your heart feel is right. I dont know either you enough to make a complete opinion except on what you feel is best for you.

[siegmonde]

<<<Emotional_77>>>
Thanks for continues responding.


"updates"

2 days without her responses on sms and call.
i was always talking to my mom what else should i do.
again i was in the state of sadness and i dont know what to do.
i wanted to drink a lot and waste my life but thats not the right way.

geezz is this what they call the bitterness of loving someone. the dark side of loving so much i mean giving all that you did not even give something on your self.

[Emotional_77]

*hugs*

[siegmonde]

awww a week now without her reply on all my call and sms.
its been a tough week.


<<<Emotional_77>>>>
thanks for the hugsss

[Emotional_77]

sorry to hear that
*hugs*

[siegmonde]

hello every one here I am again updating.

Tomorrow will be our 2years anniversary and she hasn't replied to my call.
I want to go to there house but again I was worried that I am not welcome there. Maybe on Sunday I will go to there house and final everything. My life so ruined now. Again I can't sleep well, I have done everything just to prove her that I'm worth it. I was planing to talk to her father to be in between and to witness what will be our decisions?

Is it the right way or am I too selfish on my way of thinking?

please kindly help me i need some advise..

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

Hi siegmonde

I could say this and that but it would all me my opinion. Matters of the heart isn't an easy thing to deal with when it turns. Something we all have to see through our own eyes.

Wish you the knowledge to know what is right to do, what to do to continue on.

(((((((((((((( siegmonde )))))))))))))

Warmie

[siegmonde]

@Warmsoul/Jeanie13

Thanks for this I will follow what my heart and the right thing to do.
Always think the positive for me to continue on.

I will take this advise.


Need some more advise. kindly help