Destroying All I Touch

[crystalgaze]

Sometimes I feel as though anything/anyone I go near or touch or get close with, I ruin it.....

So far.... There seems to be 1 thing I have not damaged beyond repair.

Thank goodness for small favors.

[Ahorse]

I'll bite. So what's the one thing you haven't damaged beyond repair?

Your life?

[Obayan]

(((( crystal ))) you are one of the most kind hearted sweet souls i have met in my life. You have helped me thru so many bad days here. I wish you could see yourself thru my eyes my sweet friend.

[BeautifulDisatr]

CrystalGaze...... I feel excatly what you said. I feel everything I come near and care for inevitably is damaged beyond repair. I know I have no self esteem, I know depression has a way of distorting the truth and I know through years of therapy I am even more confused, frustrated and helpless in what to beleive. Thank you for saying what you feel out loud. I don't feel so alone through this cycle of destruction and dismay.