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[Marauder]

So, seeing as 'My Story' thread has died I thought I would make this thread but cutting all the history of myself out, this will be about recent and somewhat important information. Though I will give a little (off-topic?) information of myself so people understand what this is about:

Some of you may consider me a regular in the chat room and if so you probably know that I hardly ever talk, I try very hard to but its too difficult, so call this a cry for help if you wish, I'm needing a friend to talk to but that is proving difficult, this thread will have to do. I'm looking for your support and advice.

Well onto the recent events, a few months ago I was reffered to an occupational therapist, I wouldn't consider it the kind of support I need most but it will have to do, occupational therapists for those who don't know deal with things like, confidence, motivation, practical living tasks, handling yourself more physically than emotionally (this is too my understanding, atleast) I do need this kind of support but its not all I need, though it is all I'm being given.

After a very daunting visit from this male occupational therapist (I say male because for the few who know more about me will know I have great difficulty with men) I was brought into contact with local housing support because my situation at home has now become a crisis and I can no longer live where I am, with who I'm with.

Housing support are attempting to find me a place to live on my own, though it is highly likely I will not survive by myself, it is my only option, housing support have told me the chances of me getting a place is not good either...Although I am physically and mentally disabled to a certain extent I do not qualify for a carer to assist me in surviving (as far as I'm aware).

My most recent housing appointment was on the 5th but due to a mix up I am now being forced to wait until after the 17th to hear anything more in that area. Which because of my current situation, being in a crisis..Having to wait for something that may not even bring me good new is not something I'm dealing with well, I need imediate accomodation and that just isn't happening for me.

So for now thats all I have, everyone says I will make it through, everything will be ok but really...There is little hope I will survive the next month or so and it isn't going to get any easier after a month even if I manage to live by some miracle...I wish for just once someone would listen to me other than just saying I'll be ok when that is unlikely.

Thank you for reading.

[crystalgaze]

I am glad that you were able to put what you have written here.

((((((((((((( Marauder )))))))))))))

I don't know exactly what to say. I will go & think for a bit.

Take care please!!