My story...

[Fleurday]

Well I'm a male, recently got out of highschool, and don't live in the US. Actually I live in El Salvador which is a country in central america, i'm mestizo but could easily pass as a white though.

I think my story began when i was 9, I began studying in a private school 45 mins away from my house while my parents where going through divorce. I remember being bullied a lot and not having any friends and at the same feeling pressured to succeed in school because my mom always wanted me to be the best student of the class(I was the fourth best out of 20 though). At tht time my mom usually tried to talk to me in the getting better grades by telling me how ungrateful i was for not doing all my homwework or hatin school, by that time i rarely ever saw my dad anymore and also my mom used to talk to me and my brothers about him being an unfaithful housband and abandoning us.

When i was 11 i swapped to another school and actually had a good time there, some friends and good memories. But when i was fourteen my mom was wrongly accussed of a crime, her bank accounts frozen, me and my brothers moved to my granparents' house(I remeber that when we got the news my brothers cried but i couldn't manage to althouh i felt betrayed and sad) all that happened when me and my classmtes started adolescense. I also felt betryed then i think i somehow managed to get myself to think my friends saw me as thrash and after some time they did.

i Swapped schools again after that year, at february my mom got out as innocent and we moved to our house, i didn't cry when i saw her again although i was happy, and by the way i do love her. The point in the new school i was kinda the lonely type although i did had friends, the same year i told my mom to stop trying to force to be in the honor roll because i didn't care she understood that.

I was bullied a bit but not to the extreme, i've been in love once but never since(I got rejected by the way), i remember i resented both of my parentsduring my highschool years for not paying attention to me but I've kinda forgiven that.

So that's all right now i feel like i have no friends because we live in different cities and don't see each other. Got nothng too do until december when my university lessons start, I feel lonely.


....I graduated highschool at sventeen because we one year less in my country....

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((( Fleurday )))))))))))))))))

Hello and welcome to the site. This is a very caring and supporting forums, as you will see. Great people that make it easy to vent freely, for they all understand and deal with pretty much the same as you and I.

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Hope to see more post from you, and that you will see the concern, care and support that flows freely here.

Warmsoul