By myself

[Medica]

My mask has melted to my face
Dreams are for only me to chase
Speak no more, I don't care
It's the sight if you I can't bear
My dreams I could never share
So don't sit and at me stare
You shall never read me
Through my head you can't see
So just let me be
Even if it means staying lonely as a fee
I would rather stay by myself
Than share my world with you
I would rather fight alone
Than have a wicked army of you
By myself I am strong
By myself I never do wrong
By myself my days are long
By myself is a lonely song
No human can keep me company
No human can wipe away my agony
My soul is torn apart
My thoughts are all tormented
You say being alone isn't smart
But my heart from love has been suspended
I scream within my body
I cry inside my head
My psyche you can never study
It's not just that I stay awake in bed
You say I bring joy
You say I seem great
Well I'm done being your toy
I have my own fate
But I can no longer take off the mask
It seems like an impossible task
To end that trusted illusion
And cut with my face its fusion
I'm trapped inside my own creations
I want to destroy them and break free
Believe me I've ran out of patience
But there's no solution I can see

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))

I read many things into this, all I know to say is 'thank you'. You made me think.

Warmie

[Medica]

jeanie as usual your words are nice, you are welcome
thank you

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((( Medica )))))))))))))))

Your words and thoughts reach out and touch, makes me think ( now that can be scary, with me thinking ). Thank you for taking the time, and caring to share as you do.

LOL, don't be surprised if someday I type, "Explain please".

Warmie/Jeanie

[Medica]

jeanie thank you for taking the time to type your kind words <:-)

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))))

Words from my heart are easy to type.

Warmie

[darklight32]

Experiment, your words are familiar.

A bird who's locked in a cage, flapping his wings then someone came and saw the bird and said "oh, look at that bird it's stuck in the cage, what has the bird done to be punished", So she opened the cage but the bird didn't want to go. The woman says "why do you stay, it's even natural for you to be locked up in a cage" so the bird stayed.

[Medica]

i guess yeah i choose to be imprisoned by that mask, but it feels like the only thing i can do, it's hard for me to trust ppl

p.s. ^^' there was a typo "it's the sight OF you can't bear" not if you

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))

Believe we all have many masks, they protect us at our weakest moments. Well mine do. Nothing wrong in having them, as long as we don't become them.

Warmie/Jeanie

[Obayan]

Medica, I don't care how many masks you wear, you can't hide the beauty that is you. My dear friend, you brighten my day and warm my heart every time i see you. Thank you.

[Warmsoul/Jeanie13]

(((((((((((((( Medica ))))))))))))))

Listen to her ((((((((( Obayan )))))))))), she speaks the truth..

Warmie