can not take anymore about to break down

[daisy11112]

To start off I am a mother of 4 and a wife. I wirk a full time job, where in my job I get yelled at all day by people who are mad that their delivery did not go the way they wanted it to. That is just the basis of my life.

The past few months have been the worsts months of my life, i would not wish what I have been going through on anyone.

«it literally started at the beginning of the year with a car accident on January 1st we hit a patch of black ice and slammed in to the median 3 times. i ended up with a slight fracture between my 5th and 6th vertibrea. then at the end of January an old friend of mine went missing that i regrettably lost contact with years ago and now will never get the chance to talk to her again as she was murdered by a high raning military official who as it turns out has a lot of charges against him now, including another murder. «just after that I had the scare of the bus driver letting my 5 year old daughter off of the bus with no parent at the bus stop because we told the school not to put her on the bus as my husband was picking her up and they ut her on anyways with him at the school. Then i get a phone call at work from child protective services as a daycare worker was seen by a starnger handeling my 20 month old daughter in an abusive manner. «then my sister had to undergo her 2nd brain surgery in 2 years for her brain anyerisums (she did survive both times but was still scary as heck for days)
I am also dealing with the fact that my son who is 12 is being bullied almost everyday and no one at the school is doing anything about it, I have even gone to the top of the school board and it is still happening. it is so hard to see your child hurt so bad and there is nothing I can do about it. I tried to get him in to the only other school in town and they will not allow him to come there because it is near the end of the school year. then to top of my wonderful year my husband cheated on me. «he may have never touched another woman but the internet is something that can tear people apart now and he crossedto many lines with it. I guess I should also mention that throug hall of this i am dealing with the beginning stages of cervical cancer that we are in the midst of treating.

I called my DR to get in to see him and can not get in until at least the 20th of May and I can not wait that long. I am crying all the time, just waiting for more of my world to collapse around me. i just can not take anymore and have no where to turn. «this is only the beginning of may and there is still so much of the year left. I am at my wits end and think I am going crazy with all teh crying I am doing. can someone offer anything as to what I can do

[Wonder]

You are definitely overstressed and I guess you don't need anyone to tell you that, but sometimes it's good to hear that others understand. I can't imagine how you are keeping yourself together at all. You must be very strong. I wish there was something I could say, but all I can do is say be as kind to yourself as you can. Maybe if you come to the chat room it will help - there are alot of understanding people there and it helps to talk in real time with people. Maybe others will have some words of wisdom for you . . . all I can say is I hear your pain and I am sending hopeful thoughts your way that you will manage to get through this time in your life.
Hang in there, Wonder

[crystalgaze]

It definitely sounds like it's been a rough year so far.... There is still time for it to get better because the rest of the year has yet to become the past.

For your son, is there a way to get him into self-defense/martial arts? I'm just wondering....

Please just focus on yourself & trying to be well for yourself & your loved ones. Take care & welcome.... !

[Peep212]

daisy, welcome home. you have a seriously full plate, and not very appetizing at that. when the school wouldnt listen to us parents about an issue we had with the school, we took it to the school board too and then got the run around. we then took it to our state and federal represtitives, two of whom happened to be on the committee for education. they came down on the school likea ton of bricks. problem solved. hugs.