The Visitor,Is Absent!!!!

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The visitor has dissapeaered ,,i no longer feel its presance in my mind or my soul ,,i feel ,well, i dont know what normal is ,,but this may be what i feel just at this presant time ,,,,,just wanted to share this ,,,i will proceed with caution ,i have felt this for three days now ,,and the fear of the next day coming is also no longer with me ????? hugs (((((all))))) lots of love ken xxx

[lisalou]

these are both wonderful signs that your depression is lifting,i am so excited for you!

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do you think lisa ,i thought that to ,,and we think very much alike so you have just cemented my feelings ,,why lisa thats the only worry i have in my mind just now ,,why after all these years has the visitor gone ,,,you know i would lay awake at night ,dreading the next day so much ,,but for the last few nights ive fallen asleep and woken up in that very morning ,but it has held no fear for me ,,,even the longer days now the clocks have changed would have made me feel afraid of the long dark days ahead ,but again i feel no fear ,and to talk about it now as im doing with you would have been taboo ,,thinking that if i said i felt ok ,,it would curse the fact ,,and darkness would return ,,but now i feel strong ,,,
and im looking forward to another day feeling this way ,,,,as for you lisa you havent eaten much have you ,,,Frans doing some baked potato and beans for tea ,i think you ought to come and have tea with us ,,,ill pick you up in about 4 and a half hours ,,,da da da da ,,,da da da da Bat ken,,,
LOL,,,,seriously though lisa please keep fighting im here with you ,if i can get better you can to ,,and i know it was you and all my other dear freinds here that has helped me ,so were all here for you lisa see you soon hugs (((((lisa))))),,,,,lots of love kenny pop ,,xxxxx

[lisalou]

maybe leave the baked beans off mine or you'll have a horrible mess to clean off your car seat after you take me home...

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HEE HEE HEE lisa i knew if i mensioned beans it would draw you into a little dry humour ,,still feeling terrible arent you lisa ,im so sorry lisa
hell i feel really helpless not being able to pick you up ,,,stick it out lisa were all praying for you ,,ill say something for you tonight lisa ,,hope it helps ,,,ok lisa gonna goe now ,im still feeling ok ,,not saying anymore its not fair to you ,,,,see you tommorrow hugs (((((lisa))))),,,lots of love ken
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