Worsening Depression and Anxiety

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ahh mich ,how have you been ,ive thought about my dear freinds today ,
and i hope youve all been alright ,i do hope you have been able to enjoy today mich ,,,,im tired out ill be having an early night tonight ,mich
hugs to you and your family mich ,,,,,wishes ken

[lisalou]

merry christmas mich, i hope that you are getting through the day ok and are at peace with yourself

love from your sister lisa xxx

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morning mich your very quiet ,but i understand why ,,you stay strong mich ,its getting to be behind us now day by day ,,,,,looking forward to hearing you when your ready of course ,,,,,,big hugs mich xxxxken

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HI SISTER another day out the way mich ,i just poped in to say goodnight
hope your ok mich ,,,hugs ken

[Mich]

Thanks Ken and Lisa for stopping by.
My anxiety was very high and I had to take a "time out" and retreat to my room for a portion of the day. I did manage to be present for the gift opening and for the dinner so I guess I made it to the 2 main parts. I am glad it is over. My anxiety has abated somewhat and now I am left with only the depression. I hope you are both doing well today.

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im good mich ,i can stop worring about you so much know ive heard your
words ,,,sorry mich got cut off ,,keep in touch ,,,hugs ken xxx

[lisalou]

hiya mich, well done for getting through christmas, i think it was a good idea taking some quiet time when you needed to and it probably strengthened you for the 'family' moments of the day. I'm sure you tried as hard as you could and everyone should appreciate that

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hello mich just popped in to say morning ,hope your ok ,loking forward to seeing you soon ......stay safe ,,hugs ken xxx

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HOPE YOUR FEELING OK MICH YOUVE DONE WELL ,i know you have had a hard time but im proud of you ,,night night mich hope to hear from you soon hugs ken xxx

[dandelion]

(((((((((((((( Mich )))))))))))))))))

love
dandelion

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time to say goodnight mich hope you have been ok today ,,talk to you soon my dear freind take care ,,,hugs ken xxx

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hi mich do hope your doing alright ,,hope to talk to you soon hols will be over soon a little less stress ,,,,hugs ken xxx

[TackingIntoTheWind]

I'm so glad that you've weathered the " festive " season so far, and in at least not too bad a condition from what you say in your posts. ( Please remember, the nobody-has-a-perfect-Christmas-part! ) It sounds like you've also managed to stay in fairly good health physically and mentally, and also been able to be there for your family as well. ( Notwithstanding your severe and very real bad feelings, that I would never want you to think that I'm underestimating or trivializing. )
I like Christmas in the religious and " Dickensian " sense myself. But after spending it by myself I was starting to feel a bit socially and isolated yesterday. So, I'm glad to be back on this site today.
I really think you should give yourself a pat-on-the-back for doing so well. Seriously. Respective is due, girlfriend! ( Oh Good grief! I really must stop trying to sound " down with the streets ", musn't I? )

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GOODNIGHT MICH my dearfreind stay safe hugs ken xxx

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hols are nearly over now ,mich back to normal soon ,hope your ok looking forward to hearing from you again hugs ken xxx