Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2006 11:01 am
((((((((((((((((((((((((Gloomy))))))))))))))))))))
Oh hon, no it wasn't you, not you at all. I know in my heart you only want to lighten the weight of depression off of others, you want to support and be there in your own unique way. I know there are many sites out in the internet-land that allows so much, some are no holds bar, but Gloomy you aren’t like those people, I know that, we all know that. You would never inflict pain on anyone. You are part of our family, you are an important key to me and I know to others. Don’t want to think of you not being there for that so needed laugh, the smiles, the support and love you give so freely. Please continue with your posting, your support and most important the love you share with all of us.
Let me try to explain to you, to (((((((((((((((Stephen’s))))))))))))))))) questions, to any that read my post.
Reason one: Since I have been posting at this forum with the Corner, I have seen certain people attack, post things that were deleted as quickly as possible. Things that honestly made me vomit. Sick minds with only their own interest at heart and they are out there. To try to discredit people in our forum, try to destroy “our” forum and chat room that only wants to support, care, understand and give love to those with depression and anxiety. All this because they aren’t the center of attention, they aren’t the feel sorry for me and do as I say “Gods” they think they are. Power hungry, self centered, non-caring and hurtful people and using the word “people” loosely.
They sneak into our chat room as some one else, they sneak into our forum; they sneak and check on lots of things. Why they have to be this way I don’t know but the anger rises in me, knowing what they are doing. We aren’t a danger to them, why can’t they leave those who care and want to support, love and help others alone?
The chat room is new, but it is a caring place to visit. We are in later in the evening and welcome everyone with sincere and honest care. Even those that feel they have to sneak and check. Don’t know how to let people know we are there, other than here, the forum, emails, word of mouth. Guess they have to blame their failure on someone other than themselves and it seems we are the “chosen” ones.
What I do in the Corner isn’t that much. Just read a lot and try to share. I am careful about what I post, that is just me. All I want to do is give people something to read, to hopeful give them a moment to remember how to smile or even laugh. Sometimes quotes, that make you think, or a post that might make you cry, but in a good way. I don’t hold a candle to the Administrators here. All the hard work, the long hours spent setting this up, maintaining and supporting the likes of me. They are fantastic people in my book.
Reason two: Personal issues with my health. That is all that needs to be said. Okay?
(((((((((((((((((((((Gloomy)))))))))))))))))) please continue your “Café” bringing laughter to all. You are a loving and caring person, don’t you dare forget that. Would love to see you in the chat room some evening, if you can, for I miss our conversation and visits, I miss “Gloomy”.
God I have turned this post into a book. I am so sorry, just needed to let you know I was venting about others. So Gloomy please keep posting, keep supporting and giving as you do. I for one wish to say “thank you” for being the caring person you are. You are earning those “wings” hon.
((((((((((((((((((Stephen))))))))))))))))))) I thought I could just “not” answer your question but see that was silly on my part. Guess I needed to sort things out in my mind first. Forgive me please. Will be more cautious in the future and maybe explain where the thoughts are coming from or just keep it to myself.
(((((((((((((((((((support)))))))))))))))))))) A warm heart felt “thank you” for giving us this forum, the chat room, the support and kindness you do. The Corner is just a place to visit, to read, to hopefully take your minds off of everyday struggles. You (((((((((((Admin)))))))))))))) made that possible. Will do all I can to help keep both sites safe and caring, giving all the support I can.
Love to all, always
Warmie
