2017

[Searching Freedom]

Worst year ever. I kept hearing voices, I kept seing things that weren't actually there. I wasn't brave enough to say what I feel. And I hate myself for that. I took pills and ended in hospital. I was treated like a simple creature by my stepfather. I lost everyone. I cut myself and I ended in hospital again. I burned myself. I planned to kill myself on Christmas, but I couldn't. I am afraid to start a new year. I do not have enough power. I just don't want to be here anymore.

[GnarlyMistake]

It's never late to do the right thing. Go visit a psychiatrist. Hurting yourself will only make things worse.