I dont want to have another tommorrow ,my 3 wishes

[xn728]

my dear freinds

[dazed&confused]

Please know that you are not alone xn728 ... I'm sitting here bawling my heart out over your post ... not because it's so incredibly sad and heartbreaking ... but because I live with this exact same reality everyday and you're right ... it *is* hard to work your ass off everyday to feel like utter crap for the duration. Maybe we can help each other out here ...

You sound extremely upset ... please talk with me ...

[aim]

Please don't apologize for writing what you are feeling, Ken. And I do think you are honorable in the way you love Fran and your children, but I do fear that your love for them is making you suffer as you feel that you cannot share your illness and pain with them.

Ken... the reason we don't put humans to sleep is because you are not a dog. You're a human man with a great life span and so much to live for. God takes us when he wants us, Ken. Don't take that away from God... God also made you for a reason - and a good one. You have created wonderful children, you take care of your wife, and you also take care of all of the innocent animals who cannot take care of themselves.

You are remarkable, Ken... please bear that in mind.

[xn728]

im fading away now

[Monty]

Don't apologize for what you write here Ken. I think that all of us know how much easier our lives are, when we know that there are people out there that care.

We all care for you. Like others I am very moved when I read of the suffering that you endure.

Keep in mind that you are still here, you are putting up a good fight and I know that your visitor will be defeated in the end. Because of his existence coming to an end, not yours.

We will help you fight the battle.

Keep posting. We're reading and in your corner.

[aim]

Ah, Ken... I'm glad you are seeing a doctor tomorrow. You're being pro-active in your fight and that's what it really takes to keep that danm visitor at bay. Keep fighting him, Ken. Too many people need you...

And Monty is right (as usual) we're all here to help you fight your battle. You are NOT ALONE.

[xn728]

hi guys ,i went to the docs

[aim]

Hey Ken... so glad you went to the doc and he gave you that prescription. I have hear of Cymbalta, and it is supposed to be a very good drug for depression and anxiety. Good luck with it. It probably will take a few weeks to a month to start working though... so don't lose the faith!

And I will add to your WOW from the person who said you were the devil. What terrible site was this that you were on, anyway? You are not the devil, nor do you want to be!! The devil is pure evil, Ken, and that is not you at all.

I do enjoy your writing. Keep sharing with new folks and welcoming them - that is what this site is all about!

[xn728]

hey amy ,feelling a little better today