Guilt.

[Booker2299]

Note that I'm a thirteen year old boy.

Once upon a time I was a mean son of a bitch. Specifically, a delinquent. I enjoyed endlessly bullying my peers emotionally and physically while stealing whatever goods they had. Nothing sexual if that's what you're thinking.

Even worse, if I suspected someone was stupid enough to report my cruel acts then I would frame them. I was pretty much a sadist. I was also a Neo-Nazi. Yeah, heil Hitler and all that shit. Great, isn't it?

Now I feel absolutely horrible about the fact that I did all these crimes. Even worse is that besides my victims nobody else knows about them. My family thought of me as some sort of angel when in reality, it was a facade. I was a crook. So what did I do in order to seek redemption? I decided I would try to help people!


Whenever I tried to "help" someone it only caused that person harm. No matter how hard I tried to be a good person I always f***** up and became something of a bad luck charm towards my friends. None of this would of happened if I had just stopped. And yet on I marched. And for what? The truth is that I wanted to feel like something I was not. A hero. I was so wrapped up in my hero delusion that I denied I was doing anything wrong.

Nevertheless, it didn't matter to me. Until the day I came back to my senses I was living in my own fairy tale fantasy. So now that you're nearing the end of this what will you do now? Are you going to gawk at me and talk about how horrible I am like the last person? I can understand it if you do. After going for so long unpunished I could safely say it's what I deserve.

[KuroYuri]

I am really glad that you decided to change. It's a good thing.

Let me ask you.

What changed you?

[Booker2299]

I am really glad that you decided to change. It's a good thing.

Let me ask you.

What changed you?

Change? Who said I changed? I'm still the same scumbag.

[Artemis91]

So here it goes i'm not very good at this but first off if I could I would give you a very big hug. You are already an amazing person for realizing that yeah you hurt people and you want to make it better your trying and that in and of itself make me respect you. I've been bullied all my life I'm a girl that was born with a cleff lip and palate so my face is scared. Not one of my tormentors ever said they regret it but if they did, like you did, I would forgive them. Life happens and maybe you were going through some things and changes that maybe even you didn't realize made you lash out.

You can take this to heart or not but I really hope you listen because this comes from my heart...

You are amazing and you have my respect and best wishes in life