hello.

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i was hoping to find people to talk to here. haven't found anyone. it's come to a point, where i just lie around in dirty clothes and mope all day. i didnt want to vent like this. i wanted to chat, but in the chat no one really talks to me even when i try. they just say hi when i go in. i feel bitter and self centered and i dont really want you pity or advice. i kind of just want to shoot the breeze and make jokes with people who understand me.

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Taking the courage to go into chat groups was a great first step. I am new and haven 't really had the courage to visit the chat groups yet. Don't give up or think that they don't like you, they may be just as shy and nervous as you. I am glad you decide to join the forum. Take care.

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thankyou, i was in a really bad mood when i wrote that. i appreciate you words.

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someone told me today maybe laughter isnt always the best medicine. he said i cant just laugh things off, i have to deal with them as well. idk just felt like sharing that because i said in the first message, i just wanted to shoot the breeze and whatever.