Be careful what you wish for...

[Blue]

I hate that today is a beautiful day and I have wasted it by sitting in my room with the curtains closed. I hate that I cannot get myself motivated enough to even get dressed properly. I hate that I feel this way. I hate that I have good things in my life. If there were outside factors affecting the way I feel, I could understand it better. But there aren't. I have a good job that I mostly enjoy, I have friends, I am financially stable for the time being,I have a decent place to live, I have a vacation to look forward to. *sighs* It must be wrong to wish for some drama/tragedy so that I can justify the way I feel. But...I kind of do wish for it.

[georgiapeach]

((((((((((((( blue ))))))))))))))))