Not quite sure

[enigma]

I honestly don't know what I am doing here. Sometimes I need to talk or scream, I don't have a real outlet to do that. I am a firm believer that once my life gets better, so will I. My life has not gotten "better" in 34 years. I turned 39 on February 8. Heh...

I guess I should add the intro stuff. I am a full-time copy editor by day and a full-time graduate student by night. That is the gist and what I am told is the important stuff.

[Ieris]

Hello Enigma,

I am a firm believer that once my life gets better, so will I. My life has not gotten "better" in 34 years. I turned 39 on February 8. Heh...

I actually think it is the other way around, when you get better then your life will get better. You should control your life and not let your life control you.

What are you doing to make it "better"? What does "better" mean to you?

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