Why am I still around?

[CrazyLady17]

Oh wow! Thank you for such kind words, actually brought a tear to my eye(happy ones of course)!!
Thank you, that means a lot to me to hear that's what you think of me. Made me smile too, and brought a little smile upon my face

Hmm suppose so..

But I just f*** everything up though?
I mean if i just disappear that means I won't be able to f*** anything up anymore?

[mattyj]

maybe you just need better people around you

you are a good person, it just sounds like the people around you mistreat you (friends parents etc)

make some new friends, meet new people, distance yourself from those currently around you, but dont disappear

[CrazyLady17]

Exactly....

I have tried to make new friends though?
And guess what happened?
I lost them as well and they started to bully me.
Wish I could pick my own family!!!

Still want to disappear and am considering just disappearing.

[mattyj]

No dont disappear

Move on from people who bring you down, whoever that is

Dont associate with anyone you dont want to

Ignore them if they text or call, walk away if you see them in the streets

[CrazyLady17]

Well it's pretty hard to "walk away" though.... Isn't it?
I mean if I do walk away I'll have nobody and I mean nobody at all... I will be alone and I will be even more depressed?

So I may as well disappear while I can...
Should I?
I don't know anymore

[CrazyLady17]

Just going to disappear and going to hide away under the duvet and one day I'll disappear.

[CrazyLady17]

Still feel like disappearing will be the best option for me.... Not like my family or "friends" would care anyway..
Oh wait.. What friends?

[Frame]

You have a duvet? Wow, your lucky!

I don't have a duvet?




Nobody gives me duvets








What's a duvet















I want some pie

[CrazyLady17]

Seriously?!! You don't know what a duvet is? Oh my goodness!!
A duvet is a bed quilt(cover). You know now yes?

Yes I have a duvet!
And yes I am going to hide under the duvet and disappear forever, I'm done.




Yummy.
Pie. I want some.

[mattyj]

We call it a Doona, not sure what americans call it...

[CrazyLady17]

What's a Doona?

Guess what?
I'm going to disappear starting from today.

[mattyj]

a doona is a duvet

and no youre not young lady - thats an order

[CrazyLady17]

Ah okay. Why do you call it may I ask?
That would confuse me aha.

Yes I am disappearing!!
Why won't you let me?

[mattyj]

Just the Aussie word for it...we have a doona on our bed

And because I would miss you

[CrazyLady17]

Ah fair enough, I see.

Aww!
Why would you miss me?
I'm worth nothing, I am morning?
I should just disappear