Homeless (May Trigger)

[PDFS]

good luck.
im sure every one here is hoping for the best for you.

[CrazyLady17]

Thank you both for all your support and advise! Means a lot to me, so thank you! I will take it all on board.

Okay. Thank you.
What will the fire or police do to help me though? :/
Things are different in the UK though... Our laws are pretty strict, don't know why hmm..
Yes true point there!
I will contact my support worker first thing tomorrow morning. Are social services still open? Does anyone know?

[CrazyLady17]

Been thrown out the house already oh flipping wow!! So it's night time, it's cold, windy and raining and I am freezing and I am pregnant and I have nowhere to go for the night? Seriously?!
Wow this has got to be the worst day by far!!
How am I suppose to stay dry tonight? Where am I suppose to go? My parents won't return my call or texts, none of my family are picking up Andy friends have brailed on me.
I have nobody, this is so painful

[CrazyLady17]

Why is being homeless so damn hard?
I can't believe I've already been thrown out and I haven't even got anywhere else to go- just hoping tomorrow when I contact my support worker she'll be able to sort something out for me ASAP as I don't want to be living on the streets. I mean come on- I'm pregnant for crying out loud!!
I can't handle this, I am not strong anymore. I'm weak.

I need to think positive, but I can't? What's wrong with me?

[windsong]

Maybe go to the shelter for the night and figure out where to go from there tomorrow.

[CrazyLady17]

I spent the night at my ex-boyfriends house ops.
Was that really the best thing to do eh? Probably not
Going to go call my support worker soon and then hopefully go to the shelter and see if I can stay there for a few days.

What do you think? Good idea?

[CrazyLady17]

Got to admit- never thought I would become homeless.. Well that is just aload of crap words eh?!
Never thought being homeless would be this stressful, hard and painful. I just want to curl up in a ball and die right now.
Everyone has basically near enough turn againist me.

[fallen]

what did you do to get thrown out by your parents ?
yes i know that you will say your parents are horrible, but what happened?
is there any way you can resolve this?
both parties, you and your parents, could set up a hand written contract with certain guidelines !
but reading your posts makes me giddy, because you go round in circles.
are you able to forgive them and forgive your self?
are you able to be the better person and ask your parents for reconciliation?
hope fully you are having a better night .
take care

[CrazyLady17]

Why the hell am I the "bad" person here?!! ARGH!!! I got thrown out because I got pregnant okay? And yes I have tried to resolve this, I have said I'm sorry and I will do anything they tell me etc... But no!! They don't want me back in the house, so what more can I do?
I have done my part of this- now it's down to my parents to make the effect. But they won't, so I can't do much more... Can I?.. No! Because the more I annoy them, the more I won't be able to go back home again.

Can't help the way my life has turned out to be.
I will just leave this forums.

[CrazyLady17]

So I've been waiting all day for a phone call back from my support worker and still not heard anything from her, oh wow. So I am still basically homeless and this isn't funny at all, it's not even fair to be honest. It's winter and it's freezing cold out here, i am hungry and have no money to buy some food and drink, this sucks and it's so damn painful now!
Been to the local library and charged my phone up and got some warmth... Now back out in the cold and wondering whether it's worth going to the homeless shelter I volunteer at and asking if there is any room for me to stay for a few days..

Is that a good idea?
Or should I stay out in the cold?
Or go stay with my ex-boyfriend?

[Frame]

Which of those three options:
being in a shelter,
sleeping in the cold,
staying with your Ex-

makes you feel safer?

Put another way (If you tell yourself none of them feel safe) which option would make you feel least vulnerable?

Because it's the safest place were you will get the best rest. And hey, that's what sleeping is all about right?

[CrazyLady17]

Probably being in the shelter? What do think?
Staying with my ex- well that'll just cause more arguments and things...
If I sleep outside- probably would die from freezing to death.

But then again I want to die right now?

[CrazyLady17]

Just an update for you all;
Got myself to the shelter and staying here for a few days, my support worker never returned my call(she was probably too busy)?! But I suppose it's okay not as I'll stay at the shelter until Christmas is over and speak to my support worker when she's back at work.
Still feel bad though and still feel like I shouldn't be at the shelter as I should be homeless as this is my punishment... Is it really? Hmm... I don't know?

[CrazyLady17]

First night at the shelter wasn't so bad at all, but also don't really like it here but hey... It will have to do until I have somewhere else to live eh? It sucks to homeless and sucks to pregnant while homeless, I must admit.

Spending around 7-8hours here now as I still volunteer here thoughout the day and then spend my nights here too! Wow it's pretty long days eh?
Still feel like dying though, still got urges to self harm.

But am doing a little better I suppose...

[metal bear]

CrazyLady17 you just can't seem to catch a break can you? Good that you have the shelter to go to even though personal experience homeless places aint a very good place to be, hopefully your parents will see sense sooner rather than later, try and keep your chin up and remember that you have the ability to change it round given time.