I just had to say that your post about the 'unburger' was pretty funny. Gets me giggling each time I rad it. Moo...Haha.
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P.S. What you shared about Aphids, Frame, was very interesting. And, the saying is correct, in that, 'We learn a new thing everyday.' I love Autumn, so thank you for the info.
I hope that you're doing alright, Frame. It's kind of a matter of just keep on keepin on, huh? Truly, I know this is difficult to do. It is for me too.
I hope that you're doing alright, Frame. It's kind of a matter of just keep on keepin on, huh? Truly, I know this is difficult to do. It is for me too.
Don'tBotherJustRamblingHere
It used to be OK. I'd say yes, I've ended the day
Today the day is ending me.
I'm not moving; just standing there letting it punch me.
Things are not OK, OK? Eventually they will come and when they come they will not be here to help. People friggin help the otters; the manatee, why not me?
It's not that they don't care. There's not enough care left for all the people in the world. The quite is hurting my ears; soon the noise will be hurting my ears. Nothing matters. Ah,... that's it, isn't it? I don't have enough care.
Where oh where did I leave my care. I don't know if this is good or bad. The last few months I felt this way in the morning and screwed up my courage and worked. Today I've pushed these feeling to the end of the day. I have no courage. I have nothing. Nothing to show but a couple of plywood planks. Well, the planks are square, I guess that's good. And they are the right size. And no one has been mean to meTHATS"S IT! Absence of problems. I always feel like a knife is headed toward my back when something wrong doesn't happen.
Glad I cleared that up. Maybe I will get to sleep tonight. Actually, something terrible happened, I forgot about that. My computer crashed and then told me my hard drive was in "Eminent Danger of Failing". (Anyone ever get that message? Welcome to my life.) That happened before I left the house. Now I feel much better.
Today the day is ending me.
I'm not moving; just standing there letting it punch me.
Things are not OK, OK? Eventually they will come and when they come they will not be here to help. People friggin help the otters; the manatee, why not me?
It's not that they don't care. There's not enough care left for all the people in the world. The quite is hurting my ears; soon the noise will be hurting my ears. Nothing matters. Ah,... that's it, isn't it? I don't have enough care.
Where oh where did I leave my care. I don't know if this is good or bad. The last few months I felt this way in the morning and screwed up my courage and worked. Today I've pushed these feeling to the end of the day. I have no courage. I have nothing. Nothing to show but a couple of plywood planks. Well, the planks are square, I guess that's good. And they are the right size. And no one has been mean to meTHATS"S IT! Absence of problems. I always feel like a knife is headed toward my back when something wrong doesn't happen.
Glad I cleared that up. Maybe I will get to sleep tonight. Actually, something terrible happened, I forgot about that. My computer crashed and then told me my hard drive was in "Eminent Danger of Failing". (Anyone ever get that message? Welcome to my life.) That happened before I left the house. Now I feel much better.
Three in the morning. It's been a long time since I couldn't sleep through the night. Sleepless nights are the worst. I'm not schizophrenic but I've been around people having episodes. This is about as close as I come. The blender full of contradictions. Impossibility of clear thought, lucid action. Like skin cells, you have to replace resources as you lose them. Ramblin Rose. Panty Hose. Someone somewhere had a clue. What the hell will I do. should I do. could I do.
Battling the...What?
OK, new topic.
Our bodies, our minds, our souls: Battleground between good and evil.
Or is it the battleground between delusion and reality?
Or battleground between birth and death?
Enthalpy and Entropy?
Order and Chaos?
OK discuss,
Our bodies, our minds, our souls: Battleground between good and evil.
Or is it the battleground between delusion and reality?
Or battleground between birth and death?
Enthalpy and Entropy?
Order and Chaos?
OK discuss,
Returning Troops
It does feel like a battle ground.
Armed resistance between the mind and the spirit (and the body too).
Perhaps, though, maybe I'm just a broken individual, but it seems like multiple apposing spirits in conflict. Sometimes I can just let them loose to duke it out; one spirit triumphs and things actually do get better. But the other spirits never really go away and they aren't happy.
And isn't it my mind that should rule them all? Make them work together, play nice, let me sleep at night? It's my body, though, where the synapses fire. The ionic spark travels (or not). I just don't seem to have the energy to care, to keep it together, to ask the question, the courage to answer.
Armed resistance between the mind and the spirit (and the body too).
Perhaps, though, maybe I'm just a broken individual, but it seems like multiple apposing spirits in conflict. Sometimes I can just let them loose to duke it out; one spirit triumphs and things actually do get better. But the other spirits never really go away and they aren't happy.
And isn't it my mind that should rule them all? Make them work together, play nice, let me sleep at night? It's my body, though, where the synapses fire. The ionic spark travels (or not). I just don't seem to have the energy to care, to keep it together, to ask the question, the courage to answer.
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