In a yuck day

[karolanne]

Hello,

Today I feel yuck. I feel to die. And I really feel alone, alone at work even if there are people around me.

Yuck yuck yucky day...

[Frame]

What's the weather like up there Karolanne?

I'm struggling a bit too. What kind of hurts is that I feel like I'm doing all the right things I can. It still feels so wrong.

Waves of intention, well meaning, responsibility, futility, desperation, stagnation, sadness, anger, righteousness, motivation, inspiration, darkness, meaninglessness, hope, determination, onandonandon,... wash over me.

Where is the joy? Where is the purpose, the reason, the focus, the direction, the well being?

And it's Tuesday; it's Tuesday; it's

[karolanne]

Hi Frame,

It's grey outside, a yuck weather! lol

And I feel like you, like I do what's need to be done but still feel wrong.

I had a very great training at the gym this morning. But of course, the fact that I don't loose weight despite all my effort makes me feel down.

Things are ok at work, I mean nothing bad, so, it's ok.

And about your last point (It's Tuesday...) reminds me of a post I saw on facebook yesterday: I have a bad news - today is not Friday. I have another bad news - tomorow isn't Friday. And I have another bad news - the day after tomorow isn't Friday...

Take care

[Frame]

And shifting priorities. There's just not enough of me to go around. Never was; jousting with the black dog chews up too much of my time. So I'm robbing Peter to pay Paul. No wait; Paul, give me that back; Mary's about to shut off the lights. Here I'll give Mary half and James can have a quarter.
Yuck.