My heart (triggering material)

[karolanne]

OMG folks,

I feel so bad. I just read the autopsy report of puppy doe. It's so awful what she had to endure. The person who made that is very sick.

Poor puppy doe. If you don't know her, google her or you can find the autopsy report on her facebook page. Attention, it's VERY GRAPHIC.

I would like to ask everyone to do a prayer for her, even if you don't know her. She's now in dog's heaven. Thank God.

[Frame]

Hi Karolanne;

I was going to go find your post from yesterday and ask how your doing, but I guess this tells me. I don't think I'll be googling puppy doe. I'm not ready for that today. I was going to try and give you some optimistic advice. It's a little easier to sometimes take my own advice when I tell someone else.

But I'll save it.

[karolanne]

Hi Frame,

Thanks to jump in.

If you read my last reply on my previous topic, you know that I was sick last night (if not, read the other topic! lol).

Today, I feel sad for puppy doe and all other animals that have to suffer in their life. Please, have a good though for them today.

I went to the gym this morning and did my workout. I'm on the train again So, I feel a little bit better.

Thanks...

[4EverMe]

Hi karolanne,
Before I scrolled down and saw what Frame wrote, I had also decided I couldn't google puppy doe! Horrid things have already come to mind. So very heartbreaking. Like you, I am very strongly hurt by the abuse of animals. Although it's illogical, when I hear of what's done to some of them, I get such a helplessly depressive feeling...like, why couldn't I be there to free them of their pain. It hurts me like a dagger in my heart. I know it's not just because I'm sensitive! I'm not sure about you, but these horrible acts also cause a rage within me that I can't do anything about. It drives me crazy...

[karolanne]

Hi 4EverMe

I used to have that rage, but I put it deep inside of me because I was affraid of what I could do.

I evolve in animal cruelty, I mean I do my best, I read all news, I donate when I can. I even adopted a tiny chihuahua female who comes from a puppy mills. She's very sick and I take good care of her as much as I can do. Because I get in touch with lot of rescues and that I read news about animal cruelty, I see a lot, a lot of things that are shoking. WHen you think you've seen everything, someone come up with a new kind of cruelty. Puppy doe gets to me because she was loved before and because of a breed ban (she's a pit bull), her owner had to give her. I won't tell all the story, but let's say she was spoiled rotten and then, suffered a lot on a long period of time. No one deserve that, absolutly no one, not a human and not an animal.

♥

[Frame]

Good morning Karolanne;
I rarely tell people (as opposed to suggest) what they should or must do; but please don't push the rage down inside. I feel confident this is part of your struggle. You need to find a mode of expression where it can safely come out. Sorry if I'm being pushy but I am convinced that is the source of most peoples stuckness. And the stuckness causes stress. And the stress causes depression.

Express, somehow, these feelings of rage. The world will be better for it (Just don't hurt anyone. You can do it.) You will be better for it. People respect righteous rage. I don't always respect righteous people, but I can respect their rage. The rage is honest (in contrast to their actions sometimes).

K, I'm stepping down from my soap box.

[karolanne]

I usually don't talk about the cruelty cases on that forum, but this one is special.

The reward for information to find out who did that to Puppy Doe is now at 21000 US$.

Specialists think this is the act of someone who will be with no doubt a future serial killer on humans and this is certainly not his/her first cruelty and maybe had done things to human already. So, that's why the reward is that hight and will continue to increase.

If you live in Boston, please, google puppy doe just to look at the picture. I understand you may not want to read the story and attrocities, but just look at her picture. Maybe you have seen this dog and can help in the investigation.

Thanks everyone.