may be i am wrong alwz!

[4EverMe]

And once again, I lack enough space to finish what I wish to say. Heehee-- My profile name should be 4EverOutOfRoom!

I wanted to remind you not to worry about future exams. On a more positive note the new law would buy you more time for your studies? Just because the exam didn't go as well as you wished, I am sure you are not the only one to feel this way. Some of the best doctors, don't do as great as they'd like on entrance exams. Just think though...One day in the future, you'll be doing what you've worked SO hard for. You will remember all the hurdles you jumped to get there, and you'll be so proud of yourself for finishing the race. You're almost there! One day and one step at a time. You are young. You have your whole life before you. I'm sure there are many who are very proud of you for coming as far as you have! I know I am. In my opinion, this is reason enough NOW to celebrate; You've worked hard and you deserve it. Just always remember how close you, are AND how far you've come, Sara.

[saragupta]

Okay now i am out of words. I don't want to say "thank u for such a motivating msg" this sentence will underestimate the level of positivity u have filled me with. But still umm ...thank u X 5 times. Ha he he he.
Yeah Mumma also saying the exact same thing that i will be getting one more year. U r absolutely right.
The reason why i find it difficult to praise myself for becoming a doctor and reaching upto the point where i am today, is because... When my schoollife was over that time, i requested my dad that allow me to clear the entrance exam for admission in mbbs. But i cudn't. So i decided that May be i don't have that aptitude for this field. So i shld think about other professions. But my dad was so stubborn or determined to get me into medical profession that he purchased the seat. It was really costly. Really. So much expensive that it engulfed my confidence and self esteem. I wanted to do something on my own and i wanted my parents to just help me with the fees. But this seat of graduation ie mbbs engulfed my home. It was never too much sweet but it wasn't this bitter also. And now my parents look at my degree certificates with a tank full of proud in their eyes. Where as me, i look at the same as just a shiny piece of paper declaring me as a registered doctor. My parents say that they had just purchased the seat and got me admission in a college. But it was my own hard work that i kept passing all the exams all by myself through out the 5 years of mbbs. In exams their money dint help me.
But still i never felt that i have earned it. I have always felt like...okay i got it because of my dad helped me with his money. And because of that now my parents have to compromise on everything they want to purchase. They could purchase whatever they want to if they had not spent that much amount of money for my admission.
Moreover when i never wanted to be a doctor.
Now i have developed interest in this profession, though.

But seriously, thanks a lot for painting a beautiful picture of my bright future.
Whenever i will feel tensed about my professional life, i ll read this (specifically this one) reply of yours. Ha ha ha.


No nooo! There's no problem in talking about other things at all.
In fact i was thinking that EVERYONE on this website shld talk about other things every now and then. It can make one feel like getting distracted from the daily horror shows of the real life. I feel like... talking to a neighbour, about the current issues going on in the country... in the evening while watering the plants!
So it's okay. Anybody is welcome to talk about anything on my page.
By the way i Googled the news about Detroit. Horrible!
They said, stray dogs have been killing the pet dogs. And the shocking fact was, Detroit authorities have only four dog catchers (i don't know what to call them) and out of these 4, one is already bitten by a dog and is therefore hospitalized. So now to control this rush in whole of the city they have only 3 men.
I won't be surprised if these 3 professionals run away out of the city, without taking their last salary also. Really horrible!!!

[saragupta]

I just re read my last reply. It had various grammatical and tense-wise mistakes. I hope u will be able to make out the correct meaning. :'( :'(

[Frame]

Hi Sara; you can always go back and edit your own posts. Sometimes after I read my posts I go back and edit them multiple times to make reading easier. I get the sense the easier it is to read the more people will read and so the more people I'll reach.

[saragupta]

Thank u for the advise but i already know about the edit option we have.
Actually my English is not that fluent. So i while re reading my own paragraphs, sometimes i do get a feeling like "either something is missing or i have wrongly arranged the words. But what and where the mistake exactly is????"

I knooowww!!!! It sounds damm so weird.


But i am working on it. U also help me okay. Ha ha.

[4EverMe]

Hi Sara,
You're sweet to consider how much your dad paid! But I think you're being a bit hard on yourself... If you had a daughter, and she was going to school, wouldn't you pay for her seat if you could? And wouldn't you be SO proud of her? (I know you would).
Obviously, this is something your father WANTED to do for you, and it most likely made him happy to do so-- You know? Don't feel bad about that. You would do the same. It would bring you happiness, so- NO guilt! (Heh ha ha).

It cracked me up to see you looked up the 'dog dilema' online; I figured you would! Other people probably did too. Now, I'm going to check! Yeah, they'd mentioned on the news about Detroit only having 4 dog catchers! However, they failed to mention that one was hurt! Terrible. They also didn't mention how pets were being attacked. But...I guess if the dogs are attacking people, why would animals be exempt? Haha-- Common sense.
Thankyou (that you didn't mind me posting about it on your page! And yes, it IS good--distraction.

[4EverMe]

Hi Sara,
How's life treating you? I care, and 'my inquiring mind wants to know!' I'm just so tired inside/out. It's hard to know exactly what to ask. Please just fill me in on the details! I'll pm u. Just please give me a little more time.
Be good to yourself.

[saragupta]

Heyeeee please don't worry at all. You don't have to feel bad. I am not going anywhere. Take ur time. Right now u need to focus on the case. And i completely understand that.
I am sorry but i didn't understand which details u were asking me about?? Just tell me , i will try to help.

Please, Just don't give up NOW!
Don't allow ur mind to think negatively about urself. I know it is Damm so so so hard not to. But just practically think for a while, in every court--hearing of the world, every person gets a chance to speak for itself. U will have to keep ur mind sharp and positive and focussed so that u wud be able to speak impact--fully. During the arguments in the court don't give up please. Whenever Sara tries to keep a lie him front of the judge. Try to think and think as to how u can prove ur innocence.

U know what my mom tells me, she says "when things in life are so out of control and worst...that time ur brain feels like to explode and die. But instead of that just think about the worst end...like what worst of the worst can happen. It May scare u but now all u need to do is use that fear to accelerate ur mind in thinking as to how u can prevent that worst thing to happen to u. "

You how my Eng is!!
i hope u have got a brief idea what hi am trying to say.
I know u already know this stuff...i just felt like talking to u about it once.
I know ur life has been like sailing against the strong wind. But u really need to stand with strong knees in ur boat right now...shore is not that far.
Okay. U r a mother of such a "precious daughter" and U have so many friends here, who admire ur advises and i am sure everyone will pray for u.
So my warrior, get up, and say it aloud to ur self that if u can take care of urself in all these years of hardships...so u can beat this also!!!

Again i am saying, u can take as much time as u want. Just stay focussed on ur case...but just TRY to stay calm because tension kills the fertility of mind.

Ask me about that,
Due to tension of studies and other stuff yesterday by mistake i was going to keep milk packets in Mumma's cloths cupboard...instead of fridge. When i realized my mistake i ran to fridge with packets so that no one gets to know about it...but my dad caught me and then Mumma and daddy both had a great laugh. And i was like "okay no bigee! It happens Okayee...stop laughing at me now"

I hope it made u smile a little bit too :
Is it yes??
Ha ha ha

[4EverMe]

Aww Sara,
You are very sweet and encouraging...I wanna 'kick a** now.' Haha! Read ur pm. Thankyou, again. : (((Hugs)))