When i was 14, i began a series of changes. i started growing from being 5'3 or something to 6'2 1/2, which took only a few short years. i went from being one of the shortest to one of the few really tall kids. even now im still really tall. i also am very chubby. most of it came from being pregnant for 7 months before my miscariage, and some came from after cuz i didnt care and just ate. now im at a pretty yucky weight, but im working on taking it off, too.
i also try so hard to be nice to others but i always feel like im being hit down and no oen cares.

all i want is for someone to love me and think im pretty or something, and not be afraid of me. u know?
anyway, i just had to write this out while i was here.
oy vay. 