please, HELP ME.

[_Ihatethislife/:]

i cannot do this anymore. please somebody, anybody please just help me. tell me that everything will be okay, that im going to able to find the light at the end of the tunnel.. i dont belong here. the world and everybody would be much better without me. i need to self-harm.. all i do lately is cry.. and cry and cry.. i feel so hopeless, and worthless, and useless.. i dont matter, i dont belong here. my depression has complete control over me.. i feel so suicidal, i cant deal with this anymore. theres a monster inside of me and it doesnt let me be happy, i dont know how much longer i can deal with all of this..

[hollyann]

Hi. I know right now it feels like nothing is okay, or that its ever going to be okay. But it will be. There is a light, an there is hope as long as you aims towards it and don't give up. It took a while to feel like this, it takes a while to get better. But you are reaching out, and thats more than you probably did at first, so its progress. And you'll keep making progress.

hollyann

[xll3]

hi i feel the same way u do right now. I wish there was a way we can dissapear without hurting anybody. My mother, sister and her two daughters are the only things stoping me from doing this. I pray to God for him to take me away to save me from all my sorrows. but idk i wish help would come right now...ive been waiting for a long time

[4EverMe]

Hello to you,
I just had to respond to say that you really do matter.This world would not be a better place without you. You're here for a reason. There have to be others who would be negatively affected and hurt by you taking your own life. And then it's like a domino effect.

Can you arrange to see a psychiatrist who can maybe help with medication?
I wish you ALl the best. I've felt everything you're feeling. But you WILL get through this. Just remember that for every negative there's a positive! It would probably help you to pour your heart out to God. He's your closest relative, in that he created you. Because he wanted someone like you.This makes you so far from worthless! Tap into your reserves for any strength you've left and FIGHT!!! Don't give up!!!

We care so please keep us updated on what's happening with you.

[ampraigGalaxy]

Hello, I felt exactly the same way you do. I feel like there really was a monster inside of me, trying to make me destroy myself and my family. I've dealt with my depression for over ten years, on and off, and the only thing keeping me going is my family. I tried to commit suicide twice, but my thoughts went right to my children. I didn't take any meds, or anything, and I can honestly say I feel better now

Everything is going to be okay, trust me. Be strong, and don't be afraid to talk to others about what you are going through. They will listen, and they will do their best to help you through it. It really helps to have people who you can depend on to listen to you.

I hope with all my heart that you can work through this, because you really do matter, and no life is worthless. I believe in you!