Someone sade in her expression that if someone tel's her hou she is she say's she's sad, I'ff got an ant not where close to her if somting goed happens to her she's happy go lakkie she laths and thel jokes untill somone ask her hou are jou, then her face go's down and thell's every one every singel pyn in her live, every illnis.
I belife that if someone ask you how jou are and you say sad it's becase you whant them to feel sorry for you, if you say ok/fine peopel will think jes thay are fine but you now that your not, if you say goed it's goed, I just say I'm ok sodat no one sies how I relie feel.
To tel somone how I feel are hard, becase I feel dead from inside, somtimes I get made and frastrated whith my self, if my mother and I go to her sister, I sit awyl and then I start to move around alot, until I sit on the ege of the chere and just move bace and forewird, just thinking of my room and compioter, it's hard to expres my self, sometime I ly in my bed thinking of my mother's brother and I feel the tears in my eye's, whathing fore my mother's brother to ly next to me and make jokes wyl we whath t.v, or whating fore him to play on my commpioter while I sit next to him, he ment the world to me.
Depression are alonly plase thate no one whant to go to, I now I'ff got depression and I hate it.
