breakdown

[darklight32]

well, it's been a year since i've had one, it was horrible, well maybe later i'll get to experience it again, i'm sure some may have experienced it, sucks real bad, at that time, i didn't sleep at all for like a week, scared, horrified, despaired, hated it that i was in this state, tired, feared it, terrified, madness, all mashed up in to one, all thanks to a visitor, i knew it, it was there because of its presence, wicked one, hope that it won't visit me or the opposite. heh, silence is good. it seems there's a problem downstairs right now, huh, anger, not really my taste, don't like it, but almost went down, to settle or show them what they've done, those blind fools, but anyways i don't want to leveled to being helpless. So, tell me what should i do when i have 1? just wanna have a solitary peaceful life or the opposite. and understanding, seems that i think alot, people don't really see hear very well nowadays.....sometimes i'm not myself, so i write my feelings on my journal, i was shocked that i wrote it, but it is interesting,