what a differance two days make

[xn728]

sunday 8 am i hugged fran as we got up ,we didnt speak ,she knows im away fighting ,i feel so low ,no real reason .
im must be careful ive been here many times but i feel frightened ,if i were alone ,i would walk through that dark door .and close it behind me forever ,but i dont have that choice just now ,how much more can i take before i fragment ,and the arm i reach out is just that with nothing conected to it . xn728

[crystalgaze]

Ah... ((((Ken)))) I'm not sure what I should say.... You just try to recuperate.... You sound like you're feeling tired.... Rest as much as you can....

It's a wonder when you're fighting that you can't just put the battle on pause while you rest up for a moment.....