Hello. Struggling.

[Kenseth03]

hello to everyone. I am new here. I feel so worn out. I am in chronic pain due to a botched surgery and life just seems to be coming at me so quick that I just feel like I'm lost. Yesterday I received a bill from the pain doctor for over $500 that I can't pay. I live paycheck to paycheck and it feels like it just took the last bit of fight out of me. My anxiety is off the charts. To top it all off, the doctors have me on morphine and hydrocodone for my pain and I feel like it's messing with my head too. I saw a counselor for over a year who indeed up telling me there was nothing more she could do for me. I'm just done. I'm ready to give up. Anyway, thanks for listening to my rant.