I don't know what to do anymore

[amity1976]

Hi, I'm new here.
I am a teacher. I have been diagnosed with depression since 2001. At that time I was on zoloft for a long time and then lexapro. Since coming back from winter break, I have been having a horrible time with my depression. It's like the lexapro has stopped working and some days I feel like I'm back to where I was in 2001 before I got help. My dr. has started me on Viibryd since Feb. 2nd and I still take clonzapam for anxiety. The Viibryd doesn;t seem to be helping, but I can't get another appt. unitl March 23. I've also starting seeing a psychologist...she has good advice, but when I'm down I can't seem to follow it.
I really don't know what to do anymore...my major trigger seems to be work. Innocent e-mails set me off and watch out if there's anything even slightly stressful. I just want to stay home. I can't deal with it. I just checked my e-mail from home and it sent me off onto another crying jag. I have to go in tomorrow for a meeting, otherwise I'd call in sick again. I've asked to speak to my supervisor tomorrow privately. I don't know if she'll understand,but it' worth a shot.
I hate being back where I was when I felt I had made progress in this disease. Nothing seems to be working now. I hate my job so much and I can't handle it.