Loosing the one I love

[lfrei1]

I lost my nephew (stillborn) on the 18th of January 2014. To this day, I still have "one of those days" where no matter how happy I am, I get into the saddest moods. I think of the worst things. He was cremated and I get images of him being cremated in his little coffin :'( then I start wondering other things like "would he get teased for having a gay uncle if he was alive and went through school". I make my decisions for you, my beautiful angel <3 [list][/list]