Sunny SoCal not so sunny

[Havanesemom]

1:30am and can't sleep. I just thought I would try this forum I found in my search for someone, anyone, to talk too. My sister told me to create a fake myspace account and just chat with guys, even though I'm married, because it'll make me feel attractive and give me confidence. I think I'll try this. It seems safer. I'm hoping I'll find comfort to what seems to everyone else like everyday easy things to deal with but for me seem like mountains.
Thanks to everyone who volunteers to listen.