Not sure

[biffy]

Hi
I honestly am not sure what i am doing, i havent been diagnosed with depression but i sometimes have suicidal thoughts although i have never attempted suicide or self-harmed. On the outside i am usually a very bubbly person but when i am alone i dont know...
Usually when i get upset it has been triggered by something small that i will completely overreact about and i know i am overreacting but i cant seem to stop crying
A lot of the time i feel completely worthless
I am not coming on here asking for sympathy, just maybe to share stories with people who can relate to how i am feeling
On the other hand maybe i am just very sensitive
Should i go to the doctor and see if i am or should i just deal with it? I know i have a privelidged life so maybe i should suck it up.
I dont know, i am very confused
Any comments would be valued

[4EverMe]

Hello,
I'm not doctor, but it seems to me that you do suffer depression. I say this because of my own experience with it and it's symptoms.

If I were you, I'd see a doctor about this- someone with the credentials to diagnose.
Currently, I've been started on some depression meds that seem to be working...

Anyhow, welcome to this site. I hope it brings you some peace. Always know that you're never alone. People do care.

[biffy]

Hello 4EverMe
Thanks so much for taking the time to reply, you have no idea how much it means to me, especially the bit about how people do care because i think we all know what it feels like to feel unloved.
I will take your advice and see a doctor, until then just reading other peoples discussions on the site are proving so helpful in realising it is not just me and to stay strong etc.
I think this website is the start of a good path to new beginnings for me and i wish you all the same.