So i went to the doctors on Friday and shes prescribed me with 50mg a day of Sertraline think the american name is Zoloft.
I have no idea if this js good ive been taking it for less than a week so maybe its not ready yet.
I feel to be honest like im getting worse im now just point blank refusing to get up for work and arguing with my boyfriend becuase he doesnt want me to stay in bed all day I know hes saying it becuase he cares but its making me hate myself more I just dont want to be around anyway I feel like people are forcing me into siuations and its making me uneasy and im starting to panic.
Some of my friends have guessed that something is wrong with me I went to my best friends 21st a didnt drink and thats not like me for them. I told them I was on anti abiotic but they just kept nagging at me why and I just point blank said I dont want to talk about.
I feel like a coward keeping things from them but I feel if they really new what was going on theywould all gossip about me like im some sort of freak or thing im stupid I hate myself as it is I cant stand more people hating me...
I dont know what to do I feel so alone...
