Hi - new here

[Babs99]

Last straw for myself loathing I think. Drank too much, kissed my friend's husband back when he leaned into me. Of course, I am fabulous....haha. But now I need to figure out how to forgiven self and it's not working. This is the latest in a long list of stupid stuff I've done in the last few years, all of related to diagnoses problems, problems with appropriate meds, and unstoppable mania juxtaposed with soul sucking depression. Leads me here. Tired of being tired and tired of screwing things up. .

[jj]

I hear you babs99. I think the first step to forgiving yourself is accepting yourself, and accepting the things you've done. Address them, acknowledge them, see if there is anything you can do to remedy the things you regret, and then keep looking forward and working on being the best you can be right now. Who you are right now is not who you were in the past, and not who you will be in the future. The only thing we can be certain of never changing is that everything is always changing, keep your head up keep fighting for the good,

jj