Zen Space

[nenkohai]

My zen space is unheated. I'm here anyway. Incense burns and a beeswax candle, too. A small corner in my studio, but it is meant for meditation and thought.

In my thoughts are S. from the chatroom. She is not a regular. But her concerns mirrored my situation from 6 months ago. Nearly exactly.

I was triggered. And yet, I needed to talk to her to let her know that the possi me path she might go would lead to an emotional devastation unlike all others. Basically, to "warn her off. "

I don't know if she "heard" me or not... Or if she understood where I was coming from.

I don't know. I hope and pray she did not see her situation as a flirty game. My situation led me to the darkest places I've ever been. I hope and pray she steps away from it. No good will come of it. No good. Step away. Step away.

Now, I have to concentrate on flame and rising smoke to rebalance my emotions and mind. Namaste.