I miss it

[angelsaregone]

I was best friends with a guy for about 2 years we would text of chat on IM back and fourth and talked a lot in person. He was always a ladies man. He would have 6 girlfriends in a year and then this year comes around and we get closer then other and I realized I really liked him and have for a long time. When we weren't facetiming we would be texting and then we got in a fight, we've had some before but this was one that really hurt me. The night before homecoming I drank with some friends and didn't text him and homecoming rolls around and he has a date, and didn't tell me. The entire night he would just be holing her but looking at me. I had been giving him the silent treatment for the past week and then a few days after that we were texting and he noticed something was up but I didn't tell him because of the fight earlier and the fact that he didn't tell me things and I didn't want him to know. I didn't want him to know that I self harmed myself or that I am severely depressed. He was the last person I wanted to know. Then we didn't talk for a few months with awkward eye contact or him starting to talk to some of my friends. It was hard but I blocked him out like I do to everyone. He didn't fight though and now its been 5 months and I had to go to homeschooling because of health reasons and now I miss him so much and just want to hear his voice or his hug again. I don't care if it hurts me I just want to go back and be us again.

[metaLarsllica]

((((((((( angelsaregone)))))))))))

I wish I could answer your question hun.

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