Not Sure

[J]

Not sure why I came here, but I'm feeling a bit emotionally unstable these days. I have clinical depression and have taken several meds, but for some reason I'm just tired of being "emotionless". I desperately want to sob and cry and can't. I want to sleep and can't. I want to talk to someone, but can't. My hubby has been so stressed with his work and left on a business trip today. Won't be back for a week and then gone again for another week. Just don't feel right telling him that I'm not right. Especially with him being 1700 miles away. He'd call my daughter the social worker and then I'd have a mess on my hands as she is a stickler for doing exactly what she says or else. so.....

I haven't been right since we were "uninvited" to my daughter's wedding. The emotional toll it has taken on me is more than I can take. Her new husband is so controlling. I can't even talk about it with her or myself.

Just here tonight.....just here....