live in europe..
i've never done this forum thing... i googled depression and this came up..
why, might you ask would i be googling depression? maybe i feel depressed?
don't know if im clinically depressed or whatever..
i feel so stuck in life..
i used to be so so alive and full of dreams, but now i feel like im just existing.
have thought about suicide many times, never tried tho.. i am afraid of the pain i would inflict on those around me..
on a lighter note.. i love music mainly alternative and jazz..
love good foods and some nice wine.. oh and i love my cats and dog
