Depression

[futurelight]

Hello,

I've been experiencing depression from my childhood.

First time, there's an incident with other student in school; followed by some argument in some family gathering. Since I'm still close with friends and family I manage to forget negative emotions.

Then depression starts to worsen my teenager's life by being absent to classes, dismissed and being fed negative perceptions from surroundings. Just imagine things that supposedly personal, stabbed directly into your heart.

With some sense of struggle.. the depression slowly faded.
After that, suddenly someone from my family passed away, and started to realise I'm now carrying much heavier responsibilities

Currently still studying, but with depression of thinking pains from the past and future. I barely able to attend the classes...

[Jaymn]

Sorry to hear that your going through that futurelight. Maybe you could start seeing a therapist and/or doctor? Try to hang in there the best you can. And remember we are all here to help.

[Obayan]

So sorry you are in such pain futurelight. I hope it gets better for you.

[futurelight]

thanks for the replies

yes I've seen therapist and others before. it feels better for temporary



then I'm struck by depression all over again.

all people that I need, one by one passed away.

I'm feeling so unprepared, and going astray.

I'm just not able to withstand the damages. I've been thinking of leaving my studies...

still I hope after typing these, I'll get relieved. longer... but can I cure this depression?