Drifting Away ,,,,

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heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy robyn good to hear you ,im hoping you are ok ,
yes i enjoy it in the shop ,i think talking to the customers is having a good
effect on me ,,i even laugh and joke a little now ,,,i was dressing the window the other day ,,and a lady came in and said ,OH CRIKY I THOUGHT YOU WERE A DUMMY IN THE WINDOW ,,,I REPLYED ,YOUR NOT FAR WRONG THERE THEN ,,LOL ,SO YEAH IM FEELING GOOD ,,i still have that fear with me on a nightime ,but i cant have life to easy can i ,,,,
stay safe my dear freind ,,,,you know were i am ,,hugs ken xxx

[Mich]

I love it that you are able to have a laugh with your customers. That's really great.

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hi mich thankyou ,for your kind words ,,your feeling really bad just now
i know that ive read your last post ,yet you have the time to answer my thread ,,doesnt that show you what strentgh you have ,you just didnt see it ,because of the darkness that makes you blind ,,the visitor makes me blind mich ,its very cunning like that ,,your depression makes you blind also ,,learn these tricks mich ,,close your eyes mich and look with your mind ,,can you see me smile at you ,,,,and now look ((KEN WAVES)),,,,
as dark as you feel now mich ,you always bring light into my day ,,
take care ,,be strong and safe ,,,,,,hugs ken xxx

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hey you guys hope your all ok ,im chilling a bit today ,,bit down ,not to dark though ,,,listen just in case your interested ive put a picture of me
and fran in the gallery ,,under chat room and forum members ,,if you want to take a look ,,,,,dont be frightened ,,,,and yes i do actually look
happy ,,catch you later hugs ken take care ,,,,,xxx PS it may not be on straight away i think they have to check it first ,, ken x

[Mich]

Great picture Ken!

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thanks mich ,it was taken in sept just gone on my 51 st b day ,,,fran has her guns n roses t shirt on and of course ,yes i openly admit i am batman
lol hope you feel better soon mich ,,hugs ken ,

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Hey Ken, I can't find the pic. Where did you post it.

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hi robyn ,nice to hear you you doing ok ,i can feel it ,,good on ya,my dear freind ,,ok the photo is in the gallery ,look at the top of this page ,for gallery,,click,and and enter media gallery ,,go into chat room and forum members ,it was on front page last night ,but you may have to look on a couple of pages ,,,if not type in xn728 in search box at top right hand side ,,hope you see it ,,we both look very happy there ,,,the best photp for a long time i think ,,fran has another tattoo on her other arm ,,a large sun moon stars ,,its a shame you cant see it here ,,,,bye for now robyn take care ,,hugs ken xxx

[Mich]

I looked at the photo again. It really is wonderful. You both look so happy and you would never know that you both struggle with illness. That looks like a photo to print and frame to put in the house.
I hope you are doing well today. Mich.

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hey mich thanks for talking to me ,,its been quiet on the forum ,and even
though i like to chat away and leave messages here ,i feel a little lonely today ,,but the fact that your around makes me feel better i hope your doing ok mich ,and look forward to longer chats soon when you feel well
ive not been on the chat for a while ,altough i did enjoy talking to you very much on there ,its not really for me ,i dont think ,it can be a little to fast at times for me to type ,,your bang on with the photo mich it is really nice thats why i wanted to share it with you all ,,it is framed and in the front room ,,shelley and bridet also have a copy of it framed at there house,s ,,,hope to talk soon mich you know were i am ,hugs ken xxx

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((((Ken)))) Love the pic!!! It's funny because you look almost exactly like I had you pictured in my mind. Blew me away and I saw the pic. P.S. Frans Hot!!! lol...Way to go guy, you did good

[Mich]

Yes Ken, it's quiet on here right now. I tried to go on the chat but just could not concentrate on the fast flowing words. I just don't know what to do with myself when I am feeling this way. I hope you are coping alright today and that your yppah is still around.

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HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY robyn ,such a nice thing to say about fran ,,mmm
yeah she is hot ,im so lucky ,she came into my life when she was 18
just in time ,lol i thinks its a lovely photo ,,im gonna see if i have anymore over the next couple of days , of my garden and the house ,,
thanks robyn ,,hope your still doing good hugs ken xxx
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MICH im sorry mich i know your pain at this time
when i went on the chat the other night someone was being really mardy
and i went ,remember that night i was chatting with you ,,and that person wanted to pm me ,and i said sorry im talking to my freind ,they got the mardy on. anyway enough of that ,i think youll come through this soon mich ,i know you cant see any let up just now ,but we just gotta see it out mich ,,ive had terrible times as you know ,,and i felt like ,,(leaving )
but we cant let it win mich ,there is something better for us i know there is ,if you ever feel like a chat ,you know im always around ,,
and yes mich i still have my yppah ,,ill send a little to you down the wires mich ,,click there it goes ,,hope it helps ,,gonna go now mich ,,dont feel lonely ,,ill be around later around 7pm for an hour ,,,stay safe mich
hugs ken xxxx

[Mich]

You have suffered so much yourself and carry tremendous pain...I am honored that you still have words of kindness and comfort for me.
Crybaby is right...your wife is gorgeous. You are a beautiful couple together.
Mardy....not a word that we use here in Canada but I think I get the gist of what it means. I think I will start using it around here and see what kind of reaction I get!

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hey mich ,thanks again always like it when you post me ,,you would like fran ,i know that, shes funny ,and out going even with her bad chest and
panic and anxiety ,you to have kind words for me mich,through your pain
and anquish ,you always cheer me up ,so dont ever sell your self short
your a very dear and trusted freind ,,and im here when ever you need
someone , ok when we say mardy here ,lets say when the girls were young ,and they nagged for something they couldent have ,,they would
be all grumpy ,folded arms and screwed up face ,,oh yes ,,that when i
would say stop being mardy ,,,and i must add here it didnt happen very often because they did get just what they wanted all the time ,,ahhhh
come on they were girls ,,lol ok mich im gonna have a look around now
you take care ,,sleep we,ll i be wathing tv at 8pm for an hour and then
ill listen to some music ,,not sure what just yet ,,may be punk tonight
take it easy mich ,turn your back on the darkness mich ,hugs ken xxx