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I feel like I'm breaking, slowly letting go
So much hurt I feel inside yet noone seems to know
I try to smile, and seem care-free
But inside I'm at turmoil like the sea
The strength I try to show
Is just a facade, that sometimes I want to let go
Of this pain, the lying and the games
My thoughts I can't reel in can no long tame
Once again everthing I thought I knew proven to be lies
And on the inside I so much want cry
But the tears don't fall not even one
Not sure I could stop if I begun
Afraid to let it out because a flood might come
Memories and hurts rushing out because of the things that have been done
So I keep in to and keep a smile upon my face
Slowly the facade is slipping and I cant hold it in place
But I can let it go
Can't ever let is show
But inside pieces of me break
And its coming more than I can take
Nothing left just a shell
Trapped in my own personal hell
But I'm not sure how much I can take
Before I finally break
I can feel that point, its so near
as close to me as these unshed tears
But I refuse to let it go
Because I really dont know
Just how far I would break
And thats a chance I just can't take

(((((((((((((((((( Holly )))))))))))))))))

Oh my! You have a wonderful way of expressing yourself. Thank you for sharing and know I am here for you.

Warmie

Beautiful hollyann

Thank you (((((((Jeanie)))))))))) Just wrote this one. And thank you Mechanical Flesh I really appricate the feed back. It means a lot. Hugs to you both.

Holly

(((((((((((((((((( Holly )))))))))))))))))))

You talented little thing! Keep it up, love it and thanks for sharing. I would be afraid to do either, LOL.

Warmie/Jeanie

((((Big big hugs)))) feel for you, I really do.