A LOSER'S POEM

[hellraiser]

My lips are chapped and faded
Their lips are dried but tinted
I wear boring and old
They wear charming and bold

Hiding myself coz I'm not ordinary
Everybody's calling me ugly
I dont have any beauty
In any part of this dead body

Ugly features and subtle actions
Always facing words of rejections
I am in the middle of exhaustion
Walking in the wrong direction

My life's plot is dejection
Full of limitation
Every action has a caution
Struggling to show this emotion

I can't think of a word to describe
This feelings, I'm so deprived
I have zero confidence
I dont make any sense