I can't believe

[Roers]

I can't believe stuff turned out like this.
Looking in the mirror I can't find myself.
Searching for help but nothing comes up.
Feeling bitter with everyday.
I cant come to feel.
My anger, my fear.
All come to wash me with their reign.
Drowning in what seems to be a bottomless pit.
I can't help but cry watching the light fade away.
And just when I feel the pain begin to slip away.
I wake up, and it's a new day..


First Post! Woot!

[4EverMe]

Hi Roers,
I know exactly how you feel, for I have been there continually throughout periods of my life.

What you wrote about waking up and it's a new day? Keep those words in mind. Each day is always a new day, Life is ever changing, sometimes for the worse, but sometimes for the better. Eventually, when we hit rock bottom, something's got to give. Usually, it does.
Do you ever pray about your situation? This could be of some help. But when you hit rock bottom, all you can go is up. You won't remain in this same situation forever. Something will change, and manipulate the events in your life, therefore providing you with something positive and hopeful, perhaps.
I wish you well.

Posting here is a very good start. You'll find others who share in your pain, and who do listen. Keep posting, and share more about your situation, if you wish. It truly helps to unburden your chest of the added weight of stress.

[Roers]

Yeah. This is pretty cool. I'm trying
But everyday seems that much harder.

[4EverMe]

I hear you. Hope your day gets better, Roers.