COME HOME SOON XXX
Posted: Fri May 14, 2010 3:10 pm
Ive left quick messages on the forum for most of my freinds who are pretty much silent ,,of course were all freinds here ,,and i love you all ,,some of you dont have recent threads for me to find ,,so ill just say it here ,,,those of you who ive missed ,,no order of course !!! aim ,a5
misty,deepeyes ,little me ,blueisgreen,there are so many of you ,,and if your name is not here its only my bad memory ,im hoping we hear from you all soon ,werever you are ,,you must remember that we all feel the same pain ,,but deal with it in differant ways ,,ive met wonderful people here ,,have felt such kindness and warmth ,,ive cryed with my head in my hands when ive read some of your storys ,,sometimes in pain sometimes in relief to see that im not alone in this dark place we are forced to occupy ,,and now each time i log on my heart sinks as i look with hope for those names ive missed for so long ,,but no still not there ,, ,the illness we carry is very complex indeed ,take me and the visitor ,how many of you believe i can actually see it ,,and now its been absent for weeks ,,my mind tells me that it must be a small gift of respite ,before i become the victim of a sudden inexplicable death ,,what a strange way to live mmmm,,,,but look at what i try to write the love and hope ,and the urge and need for you to carry on ,,for us all to carry on ,,it took me a long time to show the effection i do here in my posts ,,always thought i was cheating in some way on my wife fran ,,but i learned,,that it ok to say i love you guys and hugs ,its just as freinds would greet and talk to each other anywere in the world ,,,come home soon all of you ,we all miss you ,,ok just gonna give you all a hug (((((((((missing you all our absent freinds ))))))))))),,,come home soon ,,lots of love ken and fran xxxx,,please keep safe
misty,deepeyes ,little me ,blueisgreen,there are so many of you ,,and if your name is not here its only my bad memory ,im hoping we hear from you all soon ,werever you are ,,you must remember that we all feel the same pain ,,but deal with it in differant ways ,,ive met wonderful people here ,,have felt such kindness and warmth ,,ive cryed with my head in my hands when ive read some of your storys ,,sometimes in pain sometimes in relief to see that im not alone in this dark place we are forced to occupy ,,and now each time i log on my heart sinks as i look with hope for those names ive missed for so long ,,but no still not there ,, ,the illness we carry is very complex indeed ,take me and the visitor ,how many of you believe i can actually see it ,,and now its been absent for weeks ,,my mind tells me that it must be a small gift of respite ,before i become the victim of a sudden inexplicable death ,,what a strange way to live mmmm,,,,but look at what i try to write the love and hope ,and the urge and need for you to carry on ,,for us all to carry on ,,it took me a long time to show the effection i do here in my posts ,,always thought i was cheating in some way on my wife fran ,,but i learned,,that it ok to say i love you guys and hugs ,its just as freinds would greet and talk to each other anywere in the world ,,,come home soon all of you ,we all miss you ,,ok just gonna give you all a hug (((((((((missing you all our absent freinds ))))))))))),,,come home soon ,,lots of love ken and fran xxxx,,please keep safe