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familiar isnt it ,just saying i hope your feeling ok ,and just thought id say Hello ,,some of you would reply some others didnt ,i understood that ,But i was only concerned about you my dear freinds ,,My mind makes me think now that maybe i shouldent have sent you these pm,s after all this is your private world ,please understand im merely concerned ,and theres nothing weird about me ,,maybe i should have understood that there are many more female users here than male and I could have made you feel uncomfortable ,,how my mind torments me just now ,,you see i told you i was in for a very large fall ,,,im sorry if i made you feel uncomfortable
,,,best wishes Ken ,,,,Messenger deleted !

You didn't make me or anyone uncomfortable. Have been busy trying to work in things needed to be done about my home.

Must remember for the last 2 years I have had several surgeries and this is the first summer I have able to work outside, and there is lots of catching up to do. Weeding, raking, mowing, trimming, the list goes on and on.

Then there is the much needed deep cleaning of my home itself. Curtains, windows, all that kind of stuff. With just me here, it all lies on my shoulders.

Happy warm weather is coming my way, dislike the tons of work I need to do, but do it I will. Then will truly enjoy my Spring/Summer.

Sorry I haven't been about that much, but I do try.

(((((warmie))))),my dearest freind ,,this is not a personal attack on you or anyone else ,you have always been kind to me and i know your busy ,,read the post again maybe ,this is my insecurity praying on my mind ,thats all an open worry that those that may have been silent lately ,could have been upset by my private mail ive sent them,,Knowing that one or two of my freinds have suffered their pain at the hands of men thats all . It was just an after thought that i may have overstepped the boundries a little ..please my mood at the moment has never been so low ,as i said before this i knew i was due to take a big fall ,,,let us not misunderstand each other here ,i couldent bear to finish this day ,thinking i had upset you or anyone else .you have always been good to me and i value your opinions ,,,hope you enjoy your happy summer you deserve it , Love kenxxx

((((( Ken )))))

There isn't a problem between us. Was just saying what has been going on here with me, and not intentions of not posting or ignoring, just so you know.

What friends do.

Warmie

I do know ,thankyou ,good to hear your looking forward to ,and getting things done ,hugs (((((warmie girl))))),,,,,love ken xxx

((((( Ken )))))

Thank you... slowly getting there, I am not a muscle bound person so somethings take me longer, but I am getting there. So satisfying to see the yard/garden coming into shape. Flowers, shrubs, colors, smells. All wonderful.

Love doing this, have really missed being able to do it for a couple of years.

Take care, sleep well, be kind to yourself.

Warmie

ahh(((((warmie girl))))),im so glad you can enjoy your garden ,,my self and fran love ours so much ,,trees just budding now ,,the lovely yellow forsythia has been in pretty yellow flowers over easter ,,and soon we will plant our summer bedding ,,Frans breathing is worsening ,and the sleepless nights are taking there toll on us both ,,sometimes i wish we could end our pain together ,locked in a Lovers embrace for all time ,,
Enough of that though sorry !,,the sun shines again today ,and we will deal with our day together ,,hey its my forum birthday today ,,,,21 april
2009 i joined ,,happy birthday to me,,tra la la la ,,,,laaaaa laaaa,,,tee heee ,,,
thanks for all your kind words and support (((warmie and all my many dear freinds ))),,,You know you need a bad boy around here really LOL ,,hugs (((((warmie)))))(((((everybody))))),,,love ken xxx

Happy Forum Birthday!! We're all so glad that you are here. We're starting to see the tulips around here now. I used to have a garden in the backyard but I wasn't able to look after it so we pulled it all up and put grass there instead. I love a beautiful garden but my depression would not allow me to work in it.
I am sorry to hear about Fran's breathing. I know you are a great comfort for her and I hope she gets some relief soon. It is hard to function when you are having sleepless nights but the good thing is that you are together. Maybe you can both have a little nap during the day.
How is your yppah?

Thankyou for asking mich about my yppah,and your concern for Fran ,,we have another emergency appnt this afternoon ,,thats 2 this week ,,the strain is great and my happy is nowere to be seen im afraid ,
we have had to buy an expensive air purifier to try and ease frans breathing She keeps asking me if shes going to die ,can you imagine what thats doing to me ,im off sick from work ,,we are fighting for survival at the moment ,,strange isnt it my freind ,,how things can go from good to bad in the flick of a switch ,,sometimes when things are like this i feel like we should just flick that switch off once and for all,,!!,,,your very kind mich ,and im missing you and my absent freinds a great deal Thanks for my forum birthday greeting ,,and im sorry to hear you miss your gardening still try to sit in the warm sun when it shines ,hugs
(((((mich))))),,,,,you be strong now ,,love ken xxx

(((((Ken )))))

Happy First Forum Birthday!

Bad Boy? Hmmmm, song "Bad boys, bad boys, whatcha going do" that will be playing in my mind all day now, thanks! LOL

Warmie

I hope the emergency appointment goes well. I will be thinking of the two of you.

hey (((((warmie girl ))))) so glad we can laugh ,,LOL,,,never heard that song ,,what about bad bad boy by nazareth maybe ,,,,,,thankyou for your forum birthday greeting xxx,,
hey (((((mich))))) (((((warmie))))),,Fran has been given some steriods to open up the little pipes in her lungs and some antibiotics ,,if it doesnt improve in a couple of days it may mean hospital ,,im sorry about the coment about turning the switch off for good ,,its wrong of me to tell you all to be strong ,and not follow my own example ,,,we,ll be fine and we will come through this soon ,,as we all will in each of our own pain ,,,thankyou warmie and mich so much you have both cheered me up a little and this cheer will be passed on to my lovely wife Fran ,,hugs
(((((warmie girl))))),,,hugs (((((mich))))),,,,,love ken ,,will keep you updated ,,,xxxxx

happy forum birthday kenny pop and I hope the medication eases Fran's suffering a little

Hey lisa nice to hear you,,hope your feeling a little better ,,it will take a couple of days till we hopefully see an improvment in Fran ,,she will be kept safe ,,i will talk somemore soon lisa ,,,im glad ive heard from you ,,
i know your safe at least ,,hugs (((((lisa)))))love ken and fran xxxx

Ive founds threads for most of my absent freinds and left a short message for them ,,but some of you I was unable to find suitable threads
so i will say a few words to you here ,,Monty ,,Blueisgreen, Deepeyes,,
Little me,,Aurelia ,Aim ,everyone of my dearest freind ,,there are so many please dont be upset with me if ive missed your name ,,i do pray for us all ,,and i do care ,,i hope we can hear from you all soon we miss you ,,pain keeps you away and i know that pain so well ,,my wife Fran is so poorly at the moment with her lung problems ,,the last couple of nights she had thought she would die ,,
she has 20 minutes ago had a severe panic attack that was so intense she clenshed her teeth in fear and panic so hard she crack her tooth ,!!
tonight is not going to be easy for us ,,we are both exhausted now ,,and i know if we didnt have each other to help cling on to this fragile life we lead ,,We would both be shareing the same cloud ,,,,but we have each other and i must be strong for her no matter how low i am taken down ,the strength i always tell you to have i must ,,also find that same strentgh ,,be strong and safe hugs (((((my dearest freinds))))),,love ken and fran xxxx