i'm glad i'm no longer an optimist

[sotired]

yes, today, it just prove to me that i'm right about my relationship.
i've always feel that i'm very blessed to have married my husband for the 15 years.

i still probably am very lucky. we're still together. but i've not been optimistic. i'm not a pessimist. i'm just being practical. he has never loved me to begin with. He just sort of married me coz i wanted to. I was earning much more than him till my co. closed. Now he's the only one earning. Of course, he still needs me to help him with his work. But, ultimately, he's the one bringing in the dough.

I've told him blankly that I'm just waiting for my kids to grow up. Then I'll pack and go. The events today just proved me right again.

Anyway, just to rant and rant to prevent myself from an outburst. Just need to let it off .

thank you

[xn728]

hi sotired ,im sorry things are like this for you ,im not gonna say much ,
you only know about your realasionship with your husband so ,nothing i can say apart from the fact that your doing what a mother would always do and not letting your children be upset in anyway ,,but your part of this big family here so dont forget we,ll always support you were we can ,,,i have you in my thoughts my dear freind ,and i heard your rant ,just let it goe here dont keep it botteled up inside ,so i hope its done you some good ,,take care and stay strong hugs ken xn728

[Mich]

Sotired - I am glad you felt comfortable enough to let off steam here. I am sorry about how you are feeling about your marriage. You are in my thoughts.