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Just figured I would try to keep every thing organized...

Here we can all post whatever dreams/nightmares/visions/things we see that we have.

I'll start.... Mind you, I don't really watch TV....

#1_ For at least about a week, I have been 'seeing' or 'feeling' a man around the house. 1 night when I went out for a drive (before I got in the car), I looked up at the landing (porch) & thought I saw the outline of a man. Man was pure energy... I thought I saw it again another time. A time after that, I thought I saw/felt him standing in my room just in front of the doorway of my room. Usually when I look again or keep looking, there is nothing.

#2_ Yesterday or so, I dreamt I was about to be executed. It wasn't just me. It was me + a whole bunch of other people. We were just sitting there waiting, trying to figure out what was happening. Groups b4 us were led out & finally it was our turn.

So I looked to a guard or boy & asked what would happen to us & he made the motion of passing his hand by his neck, which meant we were minced meat.

Just then, a different soldier with a document rushed in & took us away to safety, I think. It was a sort of an escape plot. We started running. I was at the end, like I couldn't keep up with every one else. Dream ended there.

Place we were was in like China or an Asian-type country. Where I was got taken over by these guerilla type people. They didn't harm us, but they were forceful. They shoved us at least & the odd thing was they had us to buy supplies....

#3_This morning I dreamt someone we knew came to stay at the house. The person was a man. He was here for a while & a classmate from college was living downstairs, Terry (my nickname for her). Why? I don't know... Terry & I weren't exactly friends in college any way.

So Terry says she doesn't like the man & that he's nosy. Apparently, the man had installed mirrors + surveillance type stuff on the house.

The man eaves & we later find out that he is with the police/FBI & tells us that wanted people came looking for us, that we were in great danger. Dream ended with, "SELL EVERYTHING YOU OWN"....

I'm sort of still a wreck from that 1 today.....

im on an aircraft carrier out at sea ,and there the blinding flash of a nuclear explosion ,i look to the distance and know i will never sea my family again ,,,,,,short but very upsetting ,,,,,,,ken

The other day I dreamt I was awake, carrying stuff with me & that I fell asleep & most of every thing was gone--laundry, laptop, etc. The whole dream was about trying to recover the things I'd lost. I never did find them & I ended up just wandering around all over the place.

I've been dreaming again recently.

One night, I was fighting people, cursing out an official (no profanity), and daring anyone who would come. From everything I could gather about the dream, people were trying to make me a scapegoat for something I did not do.

Another night, I was being chased relentlessly by people, things. There was constant running, constant terrain/building/scene changes, etc. I felt so tired in the morning....

One time recently I took a nap & dreamt a little girl had been imprisoned.... It took place on my old high school campus.... I have no idea why.

(The other dream where I was cursing out an official took place on my old junior high school campus.... I have no idea why.)

In the dream with the little girl, someone close to her had also been imprisoned. It was odd because she was imprisoned by people she knew and people who were supposed to protect her/care for her (but something seemed to have happened to them that caused them to turn on her).

When the girl was to finally come out of her cell, she asked the person who came for her (a woman) if she could use the bathroom because she had to pee.

She didn't have any privacy.... As the girl was coming out of the bathroom, she started screaming in pain & holding her head. (& it was at that point I woke up with my head throbbing....)

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This morning I was dreaming something strange & awoke feeling beaten up and battered with aches and pains.

I dreamt I was at some place, kind of like a retreat on a hill maybe. One spot where we went--we being me & 2 of my old elementary school "friends"--we took like stones or something from the place.

Another place we went, there were these odd-colored artifacts.... My friends took from that spot, but I didn't get a good feeling about it, so I didn't take anything.

I guess we were like treasure hunters/explorers & the 2 spots were on the same piece of property, similar in appearance but at different locations on the land.

One of my "friends" picked up a completely cyan (blue) seashell & took it with her because it was very pretty. I can't recall what my other "friend" took....

Anyhow, we left and we made our way back to the establishment (kind of like a resort building to the front of the property). A few hours later we heard bad weather would be coming & I decided it would be best to get out of there before we were stuck.

& so it began.... The place was on a hill & the point was to get down from up there. We were well on our way when the weather turned stormy.... I was still determined to get out there.

Down at the bottom of the hill, there were buildings like a mall, so we ducked into them. The goal was to get to Sunset Blvd. (I have no idea why, but apparently it was the main highway in the area in the dream.)

We kind of got confused with which direction to go..... but made it anyway. A stroke of luck had it that my father was nearby while we were running all over the place. I had encountered him standing in a line outside of a shop, trying to get something my Mom wanted.

When he saw us, he came out of the line & took us to get dry clothing from the hotel room. We were pretty frantic scrambling to do everything and he had asked us what was wrong. Of course, we explained that bad weather had rolled into the lodge/camp where we were staying and had made the journey back to town....

Along the way over the course of the dream, I recall fighting with my "friends" over directions, (which way to go) and whether we should quit trying to get back to town. I wanted to be as far away from the camp & had even told them I would go on without them if needs be. They had not wanted to leave their trinkets behind either & I had to ask them which was more important: those trinkets or their lives. (The storm had been very bad.)

The dream ended with us picking up dry clothing to change into later.

As usual, I woke up with my head throbbing. My upper back was killing me this time, too.....

i dream of floating in the void between galaxies, suffocating in the vast emptiness of space, all the while remembering why i ended up here.
then i wake up screaming, punching at demons that are always there, in the edge of my vision...
i sometimes wonder if its really a dream, or a deeply hidden memory...
either way, it gets worse each time.

Nay I ask, if it's not too painful to share:

What do they look like? Do they say anything? Do they do anything?? Or are they just there?