actually im not good.
Posted: Wed Sep 25, 2019 3:18 pm
it has been almost 3 years i have depression and 2 years in this forums reading others posts and rarely reply but i always read all posts.
i never posted my problems here but it seems that i cant solve this myself!!
a person came to my life almost 2 months ago and actually i fell in love with him i dont know why this much soon. i just didnt tell him my feeling.he still doesnt know about that.
he has a happy life and talking with such a happy person in addition to being in love with him made me feel happier while other friends were helping me .the only problem is not how hard it is to keep my secret of him but the biggest problem is that i thought i got better but when hes not beside me i feel the same so i havent healed!!
this was so sad to believe....i cant make him stay with me forever with no reason .
i used to tell ppl what to do to be happier while im the most upset person among them!!
still in love,so messed up,so confused.
i never posted my problems here but it seems that i cant solve this myself!!
a person came to my life almost 2 months ago and actually i fell in love with him i dont know why this much soon. i just didnt tell him my feeling.he still doesnt know about that.
he has a happy life and talking with such a happy person in addition to being in love with him made me feel happier while other friends were helping me .the only problem is not how hard it is to keep my secret of him but the biggest problem is that i thought i got better but when hes not beside me i feel the same so i havent healed!!
this was so sad to believe....i cant make him stay with me forever with no reason .
i used to tell ppl what to do to be happier while im the most upset person among them!!
still in love,so messed up,so confused.